for not trying at all … for not even ask … maybe because i was too afraid to ask … maybe because i thought that if it come true then it would be too good to be true … maybe because it’s something that i’ve been looking for almost …. like half of my life? […]
and all i can do is just witness it …. and watch …. but what surprised me is how much it actually hurt. i mean i heard about it from people, but seeing and witnessing is a different thing. completely on different level … in the end, i’m happy when everyone is happy … good […]
doing extra work for one full day on Saturday. i was busy fire fighting and fixing problems … and yet my mind is somewhere else … drained physically and mentally … not to mention these continuous sleepless night that i’m having for the past … 3 weeks? one month … ?
One of those days where i spent the whole day simply “fire fighting” and ends up “burnt” with some “flame” … yeah … whatever … i just glad the day is almost over …
My first post on this blog. Also just want to rant that i got knocked off by cold for the past few days. i know i should be laying on bed and rest but instead i decided to launch this blog.